Pholus Conjunct the Descendant Pholus conjunct the Descendant natives may be attracted to people who shake up her world. I did live away from home for the first time, during that transit. I asked the doctor where the osteoporosis is, and he said the left femoral neck! I live in a beautiful yet small 350 sq ft studio underneath my landlords who are nice but loud and it is too small, the ceiling too low. Co vid ( Pluto ) delayed everything, no tradesmen, mercury, no wood, no deliveries, would you believe even no scaffolding ( Saturn) . It felt exciting! Like moving here snd finding a bio unit off kilter with me being targeted by the ring leader. As far as shes concerned her main concern is her horse and corgis. My daughter is currently having this transit. Tell us when and whats happening. It is common for a substantial life shift to be indicated when an outer planet travels through this house. Best everyone! After they were transferred from Broadmoor to a clinic, Jennifer could not be roused. Sun in 10th Moon in 4th. Pluto in my 4th has been, to say the least, a revelation, forcing me to take off some rose colored glasses. It is not going to be easy at all. It is possible that circumstances will occur that force a major review of your goals and where you are heading with your career. Saturn was at the MC in 2008 fourteen years ago at the same time as Chiron, Neptune AND the transiting north node were on my IC! Whatever your rhythm when this hits, it's thrown out of whack and you like it. In my chart Saturn (1851 Aries 10th house) is conjunct Midheaven (1823 Aries). My family had moved cities 5 months before. Ironically this view is made by those without an unaspected planet. I lived in the dorms my first year of college. Im scared anyway. I was lonely. A work in progress. Sharing is interesting and can help. It generally marks an emotional low. I searched. Theyre stressed. Mine is unsuspected as well. Heavy is the head that wears the crown, of any sort. But the past 1 1/2 years have been unsettling as parts of my life I had counted on suddenly vanished. I think of this now as there have been a number of murderers lately whose defense is that god told them to do it or that the person(s) they killed was spawned by satan. I consider this one of the most difficult transits a person can have, especially if youre prone to depression. How do you find your mercury affecting you? However, it is now taken as a separate and specific aspect. It feels as if I went through hell with hope to get to something better on the other side, but ended up up in the same place where it all started. The bathroom had a circular queen sized porcelain tub (baptism anyone?) When Saturn transitted my nadir at 28 Pisces I fell out with my two best friends, never spoke to them again. Hi! I have saturn (conjunct ic) in opposition with neptune (conjunct mercury and mc). I was hoping I was going to move with my Prog Moon in the 4th but it was basically turning me into a hermit, isolating myself, depression and making myself go to therapy to deal with my past (which that's what the 4th is all about too). I was too young and screwed up to benefit from the Pluto trine Sun -transit which brought fantastic opportunities. But we all need to get our living situation straight at some point. Definitely NOT. Hardness in the way you interact with the outer world. Quite the position for a queen to haveLOL! I discovered a lot. I had this transit in 2004 at 19y-old. Even with achievement and success, this aspect can bring criticism from your parents and the public as well as notoriety. Depending on other aspects to your Midheaven and any fixed star conjunctions, Saturn conjunct Midheaven can manifest as great achievement and success in your career or loss and disappointment. They are good examples of why not to use traditional or horoscopic astrology rules. Required fields are marked *. I have Saturn transit MC and starting the square to my stellium in Libra with Pluto, Sun, Mercury, Venus, Uranus and Lilith. Glad that is all over! In dwadashamsha (dwads), the 27 degrees of Capricorn is linked to my North Node in Pisces and Neptune in Scorpio, both water signs notorious for keeping things hidden. Plutos gonna be a stab in the back from people in power or even men. I also had the NN return at that time, in my Taurus 1H! The aspect of conjunction was considered just a name for any of aspects, any contacts of planets, since it represents the 0-degree angle. Because you have such vague notions streaming through your mind, it will likely take you some time to create or locate the proper venues to shape and bring them to life. Angular planets refer to the four corners of the chart, and planets that are conjunct these points are said to exercise a particularly strong influence over the horoscope. It was a bittersweet time, from which I have never totally recovered, and I felt my eldest was fine, spending a lot of his time socializing and studying and being independent. Saturn is now going through my own 4th house. It was oppo my natal Moon, mars chiron. It made perfect sense that my sun and rising signs closed the first Phase 1 and opened Phase 2 of my journey. In the escape, I lost my wallet (my ID -identity)! Uranus transits on the IC are amazingly strong - Adrian. SR MC exactly conjunct natal IC - Im not sure that it is important aspect in this case In transits he has: long lasting transit Saturn trine natal Venus transit Jupiter is going soon make conjunction to natal Ascendent in Libra Let us know how will be your next year and when you will meet sombedy, if it would lead to marriage. And Uranus was with natal Mars/Venus in Pisces. Sign up here! Its a lifetime process. Im 68 and looking to sell the house I have lived in for 11 years in around 2 years time. 26 people love it! and IC in Pisces conjunct Venus and Saturn both in 4th house. Fascinating. I am 50, so it is the second time in my life. While the call from the hospital was unexpected, her passing was not a surprise to someone who has a lot of astrological backgroundcoupled with the fact that she was 94. A book which has been helpful for this transit and all things Saturn is Erin Sullivans Saturn In Transit where she addresses the heroic journey as lived through the transits. Ive heared saturn has entered capricorn in 2018 and will be there for the next three years. I have not finished all the aspects and transits yet. Well, Saturn has been transiting my 4th house for almost 4 years now and there are 3 months left to go. Jennifer and June Gibbons were identical twins born with this aspect at 038 and 156 respectively. Talk about high responsibility much more than anyone else would have to endure, and of course, its lifelong for her thats the epitome of unaspected planets IMO the planet applies to the WHOLE chart is free to be applied to ANY area because of its LACK of aspects, the planet is not BOUND by aspects so hence the native is able to apply the unaspected planet to any and all areas of life. Both have Saturn conjunct their South Node. How are you doing three years after? I felt that he was suffocating me with demands and we just broke off.. But I had both my children with Saturn in my 4th. I had Saturn transit my nadir in 2014. I feel the resolution of my housing situation and the prospective house move are key to my getting handle on how best to move forward with the rest of my life. Im in my 40s too. Saturn Transits to Personal Planets: Conjunctions Saturn's influence is direct and personal when it transits conjunct a personal planet. After hanging up the phone, my hand immediately picked the phone up again and dialed back. My very first Saturn IC transit brought me a 85 year old nun they pulled out of retirement to teach one more year. Is this Scorpio rising down? Thanks for replying. Saturn conjunct the Descendant to Saturn conjunct the MC This starts a period where you become more outgoing and are usually eager to offer your skills to the world. Mine is 10th and the power struggles are with people outside like bosses and parents. I took this as a sign that I was ready to proceed, 2020 has been the year of laying the foundation. But,thats how the universe works. This interpretation of Saturn in aspect to the Midheaven embraces a loose brainstorm-style of writing to explore astrological themes. I would have liked to study further in Oregon but my teen-aged kids needed to be in New Zealand. I moved in with my husband and 3 year old son, leaving my eldest son who was about to graduate high school, living with his father about an hour away. There are typos in Elsas article on the 4th. Id like to do it sooner, but for financial reasons I need to wait till 2020 or so. Would that be a pisces mercury unaspected? I also have a new Moon in my solar return chart, and read that in an adult life, it may mean new beginnings in ones professional life. What more will there be? 1. This interpretation of Saturn in aspect to the IC embraces a loose brainstorm-style of writing to explore astrological themes. Hi Lou, i found that Uranus(planet of sudden change) in Taurus(ruler of earned income and physical structures) has a lot to do with psychos and socios re: finances and accommodation. I started going to another group. The most important thing to take from this transit is to take responsibility, for your past, present, and future. I will be writing it up in the next month or 2. You're sensitive to all parameters of leadership now. April 10, 2018 at 9:38 pm. I was working on a construction contract on the coast. I just posted that the light bulb went on when I did my dwads and woke up to the sextile that my North Node (the dragons head) makes to my IC. As it is doing this it is squaring my sun, about to square my natal Saturn, moon and north node. She was protected by religion just like the sibling who was protected by the coverup (yeah and the covered sibling hides her actions behind the church too). Remember that big January 2019 eclipse at 0degrees of Leo, which involved the stellium in Capricorn, Pluto Mars Saturn and the works? In the first house, Saturn conjunct Pluto gives an authentic, no-nonsense, "cut-to-the-chase" general attitude, a stance and demand for "the truth and nothing but the truth". And, your comment illustrated how,if youre ready to listen to what the Universe is saying, you can see Saturns gifts. I recommend you examine Saturn sun people Look at celebrities with it Read about it I have Saturn square the sun with moon scorpio and Saturn conjunct the moon. Ive had most hard transits hit me in my 40s ! Ask me me@astrolada.com. Thanks again for sharing our thoughts and experience. Like this online, thank you. . Well, that would be nice, but have no idea how he will turn up! And the rest is history. Pluto square Sun -transit is once in a lifetime experience. Out of the blue I received a phone call that my uncle had died. My life would PERHAPS been happier and more successful`, had I had this wisdom (gained) when I was younger. Speak of the shrink of the zodiac that Scorpio is believed to be. I am aqua. Pluto, its ruler, is placed in the twelfth house conjunct Mercury, Saturn, Venus, Moon and Sun in Leo. It was the beginning of a new phase of our family and, fortunately, light as my 4H is 27* Taurus with lots of Gemini and a Gemini Mars. It is important, very important in fact, not to be too hard on yourself. Sun-When the Sun is in the fourth house, the native was thought of as an important part of the family. I was not open to that happiness, though. They started worrying me towards the end of 2019 when I knew too much to not be rattled, and Im not getting younger, Im 51 now but people say Im young which I dont like. That sounds positive. In 2020 Venus Rx in Gemini my sun was her retrograde zone. My natal Saturn is 20 degrees sagg, and so I had my saturn return last year. Ill be having it conjunct Pluto :'(. I cant rebuild new Saturn structures on which my Asc will stand, only to repeat the same. I had it as I was rather young (20), alongside as I was having Pluto trining my Sun. And a few days after, I would have the first direct hit of my Saturn Return. Only to learn years later that I was on a journey that involved Pluto(chart ruler)-Uranus (at critical 29degrees in natal chart transiting moon sign Aries)-Neptunian(coruler of my North Node with sun NN in the 5th house in Pisces)-Chiron(returning in 2019)-Jupiterian(transiting Gemini my 8th house of death and rebirth). Ill be having that soon and Im terrified of it. Talk about taking the lord thy gods name in vain! I dont think I will ever see positive in this period. I will look into that for you Helen. As the title sais, saturn is about to transit my fourth house and I wanted to know how it will or could affect me. Pluto conjunct my moon was all about accepting myself (my appearance) and listening to my inner voice. My family is a blessing, however I still feel alone. If that eclipse at 0 of Cancer so close to the NN, square my natal NN, counted for something, the full moons in Capricorn and Aquarius have to count for something. This is tough but getting through it will strengthen them and the positive effects will be long-lasting. January 9, 2019 at 10:52 pm . You're finding out is that you're human. I havent had Saturn transit Pluto while in my 4th yet, howeverwith Pluto in the 4th, some of the best ways to use the energy is to consciously take on fixer upper type places/projects or other transformation energy around family & home. When Saturn transits conjunct the Sun, our level of maturity, realism, and responsibility come up for inspection. During their stay in the hospital, they began to believe that it was necessary for one of them to die, and after much discussion, Jennifer agreed to be the sacrifice. I moved abroad, moved together with a lovely and kind man, he had a lovely family. . The more responsible you have been and the harder you have worked, the greater the achievement and recognition. Saturn conjunct Midheaven transit is a time of culmination in your career or long-term goal. I was confident seeing him 1X a week until he went off to college, would work. I always knew my family is no good but this year, after Pluto and Saturn together Im just flipping out!! So Uranus joined that. I guess, Im no longer that bothered about transits.. But, I have a feeling if I resolve the issue surrounding household renovation to meet my needs Ill be able to successfully address the osteoporosis!Mainly I want a bigger dining area so I can entertain friends I am a Libra after all and having a better place to accommodate friends will help me express my Sun in Libra and relieve some Saturn transiting the 4th sense of isolation. YES. In a way, dealing with my childhood conditioning, mother and the roles I took and have carried since. Homesickness wasnt really an issue because my college was in the same part of town as my parents house and I would come back on the weekends. ------------------The Declinations GuyExpert birth chart rectificationRising Sign Descriptions , Posts: 1159From: the world is my home! So far, its just anxiety and an acceptance that Ill be doing a lot of flying soon. When that natal planet is Sun, Moon, Ascendant, Mercury, Venus, or Mars, we feel the effects in a personal way depending on the planet involved. I am looking at all my personal and professional resources and thinking about how to contribute professionally (Saturnine structure) over the coming years while being at home with my own need to live a simpler life. Actually, alongside the process (lifetime) my prevalent thought is that I feel some deep questioning as to WHY these transforming processes come so late in life! Shortly after arriving here, my goddaughter was born followed by my godson. Natal Saturn on Nadir.I feel my family doesnt want me.Felt homeless all my life. Divine timing . Saturn and the South Node are involved, theres something karmic about it. But past efforts will still be rewarded. Sponsored by PureCare Knee Protector Why are knee surgeons excited about this breakthrough knee strap? Sorry, for some reason Prog Moon and Tr Saturn going through the same house usually seems like the same to me (as in whatever house Tr Saturn or Prog Moon are in that's your main focus for that period of life). I would look at your mothers transits as well. Karmic indeed. The house itself needs about $40,000 to update it and I keep going back and forth about what to do. Indeed, that occurred to me too! My life was forever changed. Transit Saturn Conjunct Saturn The transit of Saturn conjunct your natal Saturn is the most important period of life since it always happens around the age of 29, when you begin to be older and totally responsible for your destiny. You suddenly see your persona and appearance as more of a fluid construct than a fixed concept of "you.". Also, the progressed chart moon would be conjunting my progressed IC. At best, it could mean retirement since Im of that age; maybe a move. ago Thirty years ago ( 1990-1993) l was also doing total renovations wen partner unfaithful and l chucked him out . The transit frequently coincides with an empty nest. All was new, and although i managed to maintain the job I could not find a place I could pay for and call home and problems arised and followed me every time i moved. I saw classmates being punched on the back mercilessly, her fingernails relentlessly rat a tat tatting on their heads, their knuckles beaten with wooden rulers, and their backs as they were made to kneel on the hard tile floor with their hands in the chalkboard tray. The following case shows how strong the feeling of responsibility is with Saturn conjunct Midheaven. As Saturn approached my nadir time ran out on where I was and what I was doing. New moon in Scorpio on 7 November would orbit to become a full moon in Gemini on 22 November. Definitely, I will be moving town to set up my businesses and leave this God forsaken town. . However, somehow I feel that some themes of the time Pluto was conjunct my Moon, are re-occurring but on a higher level. We are species and not a very nice species. In my horoscope the IC is conjunct the South Node at 28 degrees of Scorpio. Same here, despite some fearful anticipations (Pluto square Moon -transit and Saturn transits), I do not feel too bothered any more. ? The same applies here!! Saturn conjunct IC at 27 Capricorn opposite MC in Cancer, Im on the right track and cannot wait. Saturn conjunct Chiron natal aspects are connected with low self-esteem and an inner expectation to accomplish a lot. . In my case it seems that the physical moves and the angst around moving homes/locations preceded the conjunction. My Saturn return was more.. Scorpio. I realized I was not as good a writer as I'd preferred to think and started working harder on developing my ability, increasing consistency and discipline towards that. This even applies even to the simplest of things like making an important phone call or paying a bill. I just became much more grounded and more thoroughly formed as a person. It means hard work and responsibility are your karmic destiny. Gid, don,t think I can survive that. Anyway, heres the kicker that led me on this investigative quest in the first place. A serious event, illness, or issue with your parents made you grow up quickly. In retrospect, I feel that I missed these fantastic opportunities even though they were presented right on my lap and for a longer period of time. The general consensus among people you know is that you've flipped and accusatory . When I told my mom, she told me that the nun was an agent of god and therefore right. Also, he receives loose opposition from Mars (023 Libra 3rd house). Its a huge change, one which the whole world is going through right now, and I know how blessed I am to have had a safe, loving place to land. Thank you Elsa and keep up the good work. Agree. What happens now will be in accordance with the reality of what you have achieved. What happened when Saturn transited your nadir or 4th house? Moving home? Now I have Saturn hitting the fourth in my solar chart along with Pluto and the home I need to sell needs lots of work. I guess mine is a midlife experience! Its like the planet is free to wander about the wheel, and the native is free to express the entire SCOPE of the planet due to its lack of binding aspects to other planets. This article is so unbelievably on spot. Another person may not have a home to go to. And yes very potent. Ultimate Bulletin Board 5.46a, Powered by Infopop www.infopop.com 2000 I am blessed to still have both my elderly parents living independently in their own home but Im aware that this transit could bring changes there also.I would dearly love to move back up North closer to my children & grandchildren but money (cant sell my home due to contamination)& being available for my aging parents are issues. Sometimes this aspect can indicate delays in your career but it can also mean great responsibility placed on you from an early age. Im having some problems now (renting is expensive where I live, cant afford to buy, my father is unhealthy. 2020 was/is said to be the year of laying foundation and for me it turned out to be exactly so. You will have some important duties and responsibilities to attend to which may involve one of your parents. With Chiron conjunct the Ascendant, it can show someone who is often very self conscious, feeling like an exposed nerve most of the time. I send you, and everyone who reads my comment, my warm regards, be well! Hi Mel. Others struggle with some heavy family burden. They may be orphaned or unwelcome in their family. Or just not being able to come up and being forced to stay at that bottom. Can you imagine? In fact, its 2business ideas one has 2 spin-offs to make the 4. Just FYI in case she has a minute to fix them. This is not necessarily a negative thing for you but some expectations could be involved here. Evolution is a hard and long journey psychos and socios know that thats why they resist it while expecting to reap the benefits. Good things to come? Polly Wallace wrote that 'The IC, the undersky, is reflected by invisible roots that are vital for stability and nourishment. Mars conjunct Saturn:Because you have a strong sense of limitations and bristle at the obstructions you face, this tends to be a challenging transit. why is there no saturn sextile midheaven on this website? If all the worked out in the end!!! I could feel a change coming that would involve a major move and not knowing what it was going to be, I pared down and remained quiet. I have Saturn conjunct South node in Cancer, both 3. By the way,I have Pluto just finishing its 4th house transit. That's positive!" , , Real Life Saturn transit 12th, Saturn transit 1st, saturn transit ascendant permalink I work here. Comparing oneself with others is bad, yes, I know. Designed to help you in the 1 minute it takes to read. It can also be a time of great accomplishment, thanks to your increased ability to get organized and to focus. And then I decided what will be will be and stopped trying to control it. This conjunction is not easy to deal with. I have 4business ideas that Ive developed into business concepts and plans, all will be implemented in the next 2years? They may feel a lack of nurturing or just plain lonely. Its also a positive, though, isnt it? 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